So a lot has changed in the last week.

Now I am sort of starting from square one again. At first, admittedly kicking and screaming. I took a day to be sad.

And now I am taking the rest of my days to be glad for the chance to explore a little more.

I've applied to some teaching positions in Denver, already have an interview for one tomorrow. I've began an application to an MA program in Boulder, still waiting on NYC and taking that into serious consideration if it comes through. I am so fortunate, I have my position at my school next year if nothing else works out. This begins another series of application rounds, waiting, and decision making to happen.

In the mean time I'll continue to soul search, decide what might be best for me at this point... Starting to run and have a 5K coming up in 2 short weeks. My best friend is coming to visit in 3 weeks and my students take the CSAP in a few days! Even when this big bombs drop and interrupt everything, life has to go on and we have to continue.

Won't let this paralyze me again.